December 2011
144 posts
Can't wait to leave.
I seriously can’t wait to go back to school. I have loved seeing all of my friends, but I need to get out of my house. It’s New Year’s Eve, and I will be most likely spending my night at home when I get back from work. Why? Well because my parents are extremely overprotective They are convinced that if I were to go downtown (even to a safe part) I will probably get killed....
Please?
I just want to know why things are the way they are now. I feel like shit every time I think about you, and I just need to know why you cut off communication so suddenly. We don’t have to talk anymore if you don’t want to, but I just want to know why. Tell me that and I won’t try to talk to you unless you want me to. When I’m home from school it’s even harder...
11:22 p.m.
Why can’t some things go back to the way they used to be? I’m so sick of caring about this shit when I know I shouldn’t. I just wish things had ended better. And now I have messed it up even more and can’t do anything about it. I just don’t want to care anymore.
